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I had a good weekend. I had supper 2nite with 3 of my bestest friends. It was great. Me is happy.
It bothers me that 4 sum ppl it's extremely hard 2 find true happiness in relationships. It also bothers me that i don't seem 2 have that problem. This sounds horribly conceited but i have never dealt with being turned away. It seems i'm always the person doing the turning away even if i really do wanna be with the person. I just think that if i were rejected then i'd be able 2 relate 2 other ppl's relationship problems better, but at the same time i don't wanna go through that kind of pain. That is my act of selfishness.
Anywho i'm off 2 go love my amy 4 a bit b4 i go 2 sleep.
23 DAYS TILL JOSHUA COMES BACK!!! Oh how i've missed him. 4 months is way 2 long 2 go without my hubby :(
It bothers me that 4 sum ppl it's extremely hard 2 find true happiness in relationships. It also bothers me that i don't seem 2 have that problem. This sounds horribly conceited but i have never dealt with being turned away. It seems i'm always the person doing the turning away even if i really do wanna be with the person. I just think that if i were rejected then i'd be able 2 relate 2 other ppl's relationship problems better, but at the same time i don't wanna go through that kind of pain. That is my act of selfishness.
Anywho i'm off 2 go love my amy 4 a bit b4 i go 2 sleep.
23 DAYS TILL JOSHUA COMES BACK!!! Oh how i've missed him. 4 months is way 2 long 2 go without my hubby :(