May the future come (!) but I live in the present °^_^°
Okay - I'm still no single. But I decided that I won't take our relationship as seriously as I did. I give us a chance because I like him very much and could imagine spending the rest of my life with him. But I don't really feel engaged, I feel more like being a normal couple. And I don't feel bad looking at other boys and girls. I still believe I would be in better hands with a girl. Anyway I'm trying it with my baby and I think everything will come clear when he's here. It's just hard to keep love alive when there are 9.000 kilometers parting you from your treasure love.