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[nectar_]

so much opportunity is dancing at my fingertips. i would like to drop everything and stay here for a year (or two, or three...) but these strings of obligation tug and pull, a reminder that prevents me from doing so. i'm desperately searching for a way to get back to europe as soon as possible. i want to throw myself into a new way of living and lose myself in an ocean of foreign languages, cultures, experiences.

how is it possible that i've already started to miss spanish living when i haven't even left yet? november is around the corner and i wish this adventure was just starting.