Starlet
Hey you. Yeah you. There isn't a lot of time left. I'd say 27 BLACK OUT. The stars still shine and we're both still alive. I know you'll come see me when I'm cold and alone, even if you can't now. You've watched me for a long time try to find the reasons why, until the day you became the reason why. Right now I'm probably the furthest thing from your mind, and it's selfish for me to wish otherwise. It's selfish for me to want you the way you were and not the way you are now. In a place where I pretend I am in control, and I can laugh off the stares and ignore the desparation, I draw stars on the walls. They used to make you smile...my stars. Now they make others smile, but I'll always remember when I first saw them twinkling in your eyes. You could call it a way of copeing, or else it's just a way to pass the time.