Renew
Not much to report. I think I've settled back into the typical single life which is definitely better than where I was a couple of weeks ago. I can't explain it, the bad stuff just lifted without actual reason one day. I guess the body refuses to suffer anymore after a certain point. Time has allowed rational reflection on the relationship to come to light and I've managed to sort my personal truth out. Bygones are bygones, in my mind. I'll definitely remember the better times and learn from the rougher times.
School has been fantastic. I can't explain this either but the teacher I used to not get along with has been amazing this go around. I'm winning her over with my quality of work and it is making me feel so much better. For now I am convinced that I am on the right career path at least. Now that my energy isn't spread as thin as it was last semester, the new concentration is paying dividends. All I have to do is sustain it for a few months.
Work has been, well, work. As long as I don't get bored I am feeling pretty good helping people out and getting my weight lifting in when there is a truck to unload. Something is about to give though. I'm either bored or I work too quickly which leads to boredom again. I want a new job but there probably isn't much chance of that happening so I need to press on and just learn to deal.
I started up running and biking again. The new motivator is my recent decision to scour the county for some form of an adult baseball league. I've inquired to two leagues so far. No responses as of yet. I'm waving $250 in the air and no one wants it yet. I decided that I need to get something back from my youth when I felt the best about life and that would mostly be baseball (sans dad forging what is now my perfectionist attitude). Playing again would help boost my lost confidence and would also help me to be generally happy. In the meantime, I'll workout and keep at it until a league wants me.
School has been fantastic. I can't explain this either but the teacher I used to not get along with has been amazing this go around. I'm winning her over with my quality of work and it is making me feel so much better. For now I am convinced that I am on the right career path at least. Now that my energy isn't spread as thin as it was last semester, the new concentration is paying dividends. All I have to do is sustain it for a few months.
Work has been, well, work. As long as I don't get bored I am feeling pretty good helping people out and getting my weight lifting in when there is a truck to unload. Something is about to give though. I'm either bored or I work too quickly which leads to boredom again. I want a new job but there probably isn't much chance of that happening so I need to press on and just learn to deal.
I started up running and biking again. The new motivator is my recent decision to scour the county for some form of an adult baseball league. I've inquired to two leagues so far. No responses as of yet. I'm waving $250 in the air and no one wants it yet. I decided that I need to get something back from my youth when I felt the best about life and that would mostly be baseball (sans dad forging what is now my perfectionist attitude). Playing again would help boost my lost confidence and would also help me to be generally happy. In the meantime, I'll workout and keep at it until a league wants me.