Oct 19, 2006 22:02
so, thus concludes our broadcasting day.
but not really.
How the hell are ya?
eh.
I'm tired, as per usual, need to write, but as time is devoured by homework and tedious, mundane chores of the living, i'm stuck thinking abotu it instead of doing it. But i can't complain much. Eric took me to lunch yesterday, and to firghtfest this last weekend. I wish he'd surprise me with a ring soon. 'Twould be wonderful, but i think i have to wait longer. I feel like i'm getting old. Midlife crisis in my early twenties... can we say bad sign much? but yes. I'd like to break something.
Been working with tai chi and energy gathering in class, and i can definatly say that the energy makes me feel ready for a fight, where it calms everyone else down, and makes them happy. Can't say i'm not calm, but very focused and aware of myself. I need a bloody mt. dew. have to go to lab in a little bit. fun fun, learning about skeletal muscles and the nervous system. exam on holloween, which suck s the big fat hairy one. i aced the first exam on bones, cells, and tissue, and hopefully i'll do well on this one.
we disected a cat last thursday. I love it. Must say that i'm getting more and more detatched. May or may not be a good thing.
there are pics of my father's father laying on my grandma's coffee table, and i was looking at them earlier. never met the guy, as he died of a is heart pretty much errupting when my dad was five, but the guy looks like me a lot. it's wierd. never knew where i got my nose, and it's from him. he looks like he was a cool guy. and then i look at more family pics; got in a mood i did, and i found that lots of my relatives were pretty or attractive when young then suddenly got very old looking far too quickly... that and some just look ugly. i hope i don't deteriorate so quickly.
ah another sting ray attack.. this guy, though stung in the heart, lived where as dude did not. funny, those bloody sting rays have a sudden vendeta against humans. and my questions is, what good is a sternum if it can't protect against sting ray barbs? what the fuck, seriously?
my head is starting to hurt again.
I wonder what will happen when i'm not here anymore.
so those of you who i haven't talked to in ages, you need to give me phone numbers and such, so that i may get a hold of yas. laziness is truely unbecoming of me.
time for me to go and do something else before class.
peace