again...
Once again I've made a decision that jeopardizes everything that's good in my life. I don't understand it and don't know what to say. But this time it might stick to stay. Build up a castle just to have it burnt to the ground. All the while not making a sound. Stuck in silence, bound by flaws. I can only imagine the pain dealt by my demons claws. Scars to stay for her to see, I just wished that she knew I didn't do it purposely. There's not a thing I can do to make her feel better than to prove my love. But not even that is enough. To take away the pain, to reassure her trust. I've left it all to crumble, shattered to dust. I'll try to salvage what I can and build back our love to reassure she's the only thing I need.