when it all seems like too much
Lifes a bitch then you die. The worlds layed on your shoulders then you sigh. When every thought is spent wondering how your going to get by. And happiness is just a lie. When the death of 2 loved ones makes you feel like it's all too much to bear. And everyone always seems happy over there. When you see no hope and you just don't care. When you can't smile because of the stress of a bank, so you decide to let it go and hit some dank. And it helps, or so you think. Spiralling toward what you said you never would be. And the very image of that is all you see. Spending everything on nothing and getting nowhere at different places. Time to get dressed and choose from all of my faces. A World of hope and it's nowhere to be found. Even when I search the world round. Another night that I toss and turn. Thinking of all the mistakes in which I burn. repeating the past from which I will never learn. Just like all the rest that's tried my best. When all the problems with a car drives me on a binge at the bar to wallow in what I've become, what every one else perceive's to be not as good as some.