Just read something
GODDAMNIT I cant fucking do that shit to myself again. NO NO NO NO NO NO...GRRRRRRRRR. "Cut and slice away wit da steak knife, hit myself in da ankle wit a PVC pipe. Exacto blade underneath tha fingernail, bleed, make another cut? fuck it might as well." Just some lyrics that came to mind. "I'd cut my head off but then I would be dead."