decency amongst hatchets
today has been a pissy weird day for me. my gf hates me, i left my friends house early cuz the bastard was doing dirties, and a somewhat feud ended.
let me start from wats fresh in my mind.
some time ago i got into a nasty argument with my gf's best friend (this must have been 2 months now). i take blame for it cuz i asked for something i had no right to ask him for. well since then we havent spoken and to my knowledge i thought he hated me. i never had nothing against him cuz i always thought he was pretty cool. well today i got into a stupid argument (stupid on my part[im a dumbass])with my gf. we were suppose to hang out and chill but she ended up going somewhere with some friends and she told me that it was someone other than it really was. i got mad cuz she blew me off to hang out with this friend (long and behold it was another friend she went to hang with). so i decided to go and hang out with a friend of mine. well i went to where he was doing a job (carpenter). he told me to take him to his house to pick up some shit. well we get back to his job with a bottle of jack and some other stuff that i didnt know he got. i was there and he starts to roll a blunt. i was like watever its just weed. NO IT WASNT JUST WEED! he pulls out some coke and snows it on the weed. this guy started to roll a dirty. i couldnt take that and i told him that i had to go so i left his job. sorry i spent a big part of my life being a pot smoking weed and yes dirties also. i vowed to myself that i would never do that again and i dont want to be near it (dirties, i dont mind being around pot). as i was going home i called my gf to see if she needed a ride home for where she was and she told me that she was going to the beach. we spent the rest of the night arguing and arguing. she then tells me that she was with her best friend, a huge sigh of relief came over me. then she clicked on me. i called her back but no answer. i then went online and saw her best friend on there so i told him to tell her to call me cuz she was with him. well we started with an argument then all of a sudden we buried the hatchet. it turned out that he didnt hate me and i told him that i didnt hate him. then we spoke about politics. funny huh? politics.
well now im here waiting to talk with my gf cuz i do want to ask her to forgive my stupidity. hopefully she will.
let me start from wats fresh in my mind.
some time ago i got into a nasty argument with my gf's best friend (this must have been 2 months now). i take blame for it cuz i asked for something i had no right to ask him for. well since then we havent spoken and to my knowledge i thought he hated me. i never had nothing against him cuz i always thought he was pretty cool. well today i got into a stupid argument (stupid on my part[im a dumbass])with my gf. we were suppose to hang out and chill but she ended up going somewhere with some friends and she told me that it was someone other than it really was. i got mad cuz she blew me off to hang out with this friend (long and behold it was another friend she went to hang with). so i decided to go and hang out with a friend of mine. well i went to where he was doing a job (carpenter). he told me to take him to his house to pick up some shit. well we get back to his job with a bottle of jack and some other stuff that i didnt know he got. i was there and he starts to roll a blunt. i was like watever its just weed. NO IT WASNT JUST WEED! he pulls out some coke and snows it on the weed. this guy started to roll a dirty. i couldnt take that and i told him that i had to go so i left his job. sorry i spent a big part of my life being a pot smoking weed and yes dirties also. i vowed to myself that i would never do that again and i dont want to be near it (dirties, i dont mind being around pot). as i was going home i called my gf to see if she needed a ride home for where she was and she told me that she was going to the beach. we spent the rest of the night arguing and arguing. she then tells me that she was with her best friend, a huge sigh of relief came over me. then she clicked on me. i called her back but no answer. i then went online and saw her best friend on there so i told him to tell her to call me cuz she was with him. well we started with an argument then all of a sudden we buried the hatchet. it turned out that he didnt hate me and i told him that i didnt hate him. then we spoke about politics. funny huh? politics.
well now im here waiting to talk with my gf cuz i do want to ask her to forgive my stupidity. hopefully she will.