WTF
omg. everyone is fucking mad at ME. even though i have done NOTHING WRONG. wtf. i don't need this shit right now. Andy is probably mad because of our little convo (BY THE WAY, DON'T FORGET TO READ AND COMMENT ON THAT). he has no fucking right to be angry. my brother is mad because i wanted him to come home tonight because i haven't seen him for like two days. he was supposed to meet my dad at my other brothers house but he didn't because he didn't want to be there. so hes being wicked annoying. and to top it ALL OFF, to put the fucking cherry on top, my best friend is mad at ME. thats right. Stephanie is mad. you know why shes mad? because i didn't call her to go to the beach with me, Nicole, Kelly and Chheary yesterday. I DIDN'T FUCKING KNOW I WAS SUPPOSED TO CALL HER. sorry, didn't know it WAS MY JOB TO DO THAT. i didn't even find out about that till late tuesday night. wtf. then i'm like "well we're going back sometime, you can come then" and shes like "whatever, it doesn't matter" i could tell she was upset so i asked "you sure?" and she starts going on about us not wanting her there. if we didn't want her there, we wouldn't have said anything to her about it AT ALL. and we had mentioned it over the weekend. in fact, we didn't just mention it, we fucking made plans. grrrr.
I FUCKING HATE WHEN PEOPLE ARE MAD AT ME WHEN THEY HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE. ESPESCIALLY THOSE THAT ARE OR HAVE BEEN SO CLOSE TO MY HEART. like Andy. up until yesterday, i liked having him to talk to and whatnot. not any-fucking-more. and my brother. i actually like having him around and because of that hes mad at me. and now Steph. my best friend. wtf. and you know what bugs me? there have been TONS of times where she didn't invite me somewhere. or she went to see a movie that she fucking promised we'd see together. and that didn't happen just once, it happens ALL THE FUCKING TIME. if anyone has the fucking right to be angry in any of these situations, its fucking me. SORRY I'M SUCH A FUCK UP WHO CAN'T JUST SIT BACK AND TAKE SHIT FROM PEOPLE I THOUGHT CARED FOR ME. honestly, am i that hard to get along with? do you all secretly hate me for one reason or another? if you do, go ahead and tell me because i don't want to have anything to do with you if thats the case. ok? i mean i really think i'm a good friend. i'm not vengeful, i don't go to movies without her just because she went without me. i don't fuck with Andy. i'd come home if my brother wanted me to. what the fuck omg. i wasn't pissed off at all today, but now i am. bye.
I FUCKING HATE WHEN PEOPLE ARE MAD AT ME WHEN THEY HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE. ESPESCIALLY THOSE THAT ARE OR HAVE BEEN SO CLOSE TO MY HEART. like Andy. up until yesterday, i liked having him to talk to and whatnot. not any-fucking-more. and my brother. i actually like having him around and because of that hes mad at me. and now Steph. my best friend. wtf. and you know what bugs me? there have been TONS of times where she didn't invite me somewhere. or she went to see a movie that she fucking promised we'd see together. and that didn't happen just once, it happens ALL THE FUCKING TIME. if anyone has the fucking right to be angry in any of these situations, its fucking me. SORRY I'M SUCH A FUCK UP WHO CAN'T JUST SIT BACK AND TAKE SHIT FROM PEOPLE I THOUGHT CARED FOR ME. honestly, am i that hard to get along with? do you all secretly hate me for one reason or another? if you do, go ahead and tell me because i don't want to have anything to do with you if thats the case. ok? i mean i really think i'm a good friend. i'm not vengeful, i don't go to movies without her just because she went without me. i don't fuck with Andy. i'd come home if my brother wanted me to. what the fuck omg. i wasn't pissed off at all today, but now i am. bye.