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I remember one time when we where young and still liked coloring Morgan drew her cat like a tiger and then we could do whatever we wanted. Now I'm poisoned and I need reasons for everything like Sarah Palin, God and why I can't come in to work at 530 instead of 5 since we have break from 5 - 530 anyway. Trying to color my own tigers everyday asking, learning, absorbing, feeding, leeching. Don't forget reading, writing and abstracting. (Obstructing?)
Sometimes a cigarette break is all you need and there's something charming about taking five minutes out of your day to kill yourself a little more. Sometimes its just nice to watch the orange and black and the smoke. So maybe I don't smoke most of the time but I like to watch; it's an aesthetic break.
Today a man came to the terrace holding two bags of dog shit and screaming for a whiskey sour. Once he used to be somebody, a lawyer and then a judge and now he's just an old man turned away for having a stroke and maybe all he wants to do is die; or maybe he just wants his whiskey sour and its not sad or philosophical just another day, another vice and no more tigers.
Sometimes a cigarette break is all you need and there's something charming about taking five minutes out of your day to kill yourself a little more. Sometimes its just nice to watch the orange and black and the smoke. So maybe I don't smoke most of the time but I like to watch; it's an aesthetic break.
Today a man came to the terrace holding two bags of dog shit and screaming for a whiskey sour. Once he used to be somebody, a lawyer and then a judge and now he's just an old man turned away for having a stroke and maybe all he wants to do is die; or maybe he just wants his whiskey sour and its not sad or philosophical just another day, another vice and no more tigers.