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A fire alarm, pink headphones, my ear really hurts but it's sort of cool.. sort of like an aching kind of pain.. and sometimes if I sit back and close my eyes it gets kind of overwhelming and spreads throughout my whole body in an electric sort of way kind of like when you work out too hard and you feel your muscles ripping and its sort of a psuedo-sexual experience, my brother's first girlfriend is a hoe, the boondocks is funny, Stewie killed Lois (sp?), wooden ducks, Catholic guilt, multi-colored flasks, dolce and gabanna wallets, multi-colored cigarette case used as wallet, modern sculpture which looks nothing like what it is, a family dinner on thursday with psuedo/ultra-socially conservative aunt and uncle who are constantly judging because they expected me to be the clean cut prodigy-doctor of the family and I've ended up being the oddly pierced psuedo-intellectual writer-smoker-abuser fag black sheep but being the hottest, smartest, (most tortured?) out of all my cousins is always a consolation, multi-colored Fantasia Nat Sherman cigarettes, Soylent Green, Honey Ginger Hookah, machismo (and lack thereof), A gross Latino Drink which is Tequila, Rum, Vodka and a splash of soda water, finally stealing someone away from their boyfriend XD, four leaf clovers, charming third times, washing away indifference, saying goodbyes, changes, colors, mushrooms, vanilla soy milk, delicious shwarma, ecstasy... Ecstacy, choosing the right path, Scott, The Night and Julian.
Blow (the movie), Finding out that something that's been a consideration for so long is no longer one, feeling sorry for abandoning it but knowing that you're doing the right thing, giving a proper goodbye before getting a proper hello, Victor, finally realizing that sexual attraction is a natural and important part of a relationship and can't be brushed off and fuck you for ever making me divorce those two things as if Catholic Guilt wasn't enough, Getting 30% off at the Gap, Blow (the action), multi-colored scarves that smell like smoke from your multi-colored Nat Sherman Fantasia cigarettes, An ex who is lashing out at you for once, never really considering yourself as going out with this person anyway, thinking someone is good to look at and looks good on your arm but realizing how crappy they are in bed because gorgeous people don't need to be good in bed to get laid, fling with a personal trainer, realizing how little a muscular-athlete-man interests you, Hating the Jock, Hating the Straight Man, Hating the White Man, Hating the Man, Hating too many things to count, loving Art and Artists, embracing the feminine, loving piercings, loving the Wanderlust, loving wonder, loving Amy Winehouse, Regina and Imogen, loving a multi-facented multi-colored pipe named Atreyu, Blow, loving and striving for Bohemia
A beginning standing in for an ending.
A beautiful red haired boy who doesn't know what he's getting in to.
A fire alarm, pink headphones, my ear really hurts but it's sort of cool.. sort of like an aching kind of pain.. and sometimes if I sit back and close my eyes it gets kind of overwhelming and spreads throughout my whole body in an electric sort of way kind of like when you work out too hard and you feel your muscles ripping and its sort of a psuedo-sexual experience, my brother's first girlfriend is a hoe, the boondocks is funny, Stewie killed Lois (sp?), wooden ducks, Catholic guilt, multi-colored flasks, dolce and gabanna wallets, multi-colored cigarette case used as wallet, modern sculpture which looks nothing like what it is, a family dinner on thursday with psuedo/ultra-socially conservative aunt and uncle who are constantly judging because they expected me to be the clean cut prodigy-doctor of the family and I've ended up being the oddly pierced psuedo-intellectual writer-smoker-abuser fag black sheep but being the hottest, smartest, (most tortured?) out of all my cousins is always a consolation, multi-colored Fantasia Nat Sherman cigarettes, Soylent Green, Honey Ginger Hookah, machismo (and lack thereof), A gross Latino Drink which is Tequila, Rum, Vodka and a splash of soda water, finally stealing someone away from their boyfriend XD, four leaf clovers, charming third times, washing away indifference, saying goodbyes, changes, colors, mushrooms, vanilla soy milk, delicious shwarma, ecstasy... Ecstacy, choosing the right path, Scott, The Night and Julian.
Blow (the movie), Finding out that something that's been a consideration for so long is no longer one, feeling sorry for abandoning it but knowing that you're doing the right thing, giving a proper goodbye before getting a proper hello, Victor, finally realizing that sexual attraction is a natural and important part of a relationship and can't be brushed off and fuck you for ever making me divorce those two things as if Catholic Guilt wasn't enough, Getting 30% off at the Gap, Blow (the action), multi-colored scarves that smell like smoke from your multi-colored Nat Sherman Fantasia cigarettes, An ex who is lashing out at you for once, never really considering yourself as going out with this person anyway, thinking someone is good to look at and looks good on your arm but realizing how crappy they are in bed because gorgeous people don't need to be good in bed to get laid, fling with a personal trainer, realizing how little a muscular-athlete-man interests you, Hating the Jock, Hating the Straight Man, Hating the White Man, Hating the Man, Hating too many things to count, loving Art and Artists, embracing the feminine, loving piercings, loving the Wanderlust, loving wonder, loving Amy Winehouse, Regina and Imogen, loving a multi-facented multi-colored pipe named Atreyu, Blow, loving and striving for Bohemia
A beginning standing in for an ending.
A beautiful red haired boy who doesn't know what he's getting in to.