WTF AM I UPDATING? w.e. God no one asked you

[necroman_habeeb]

You know I always look at myself and say, maybe I should have faith in a religion, fear a higher power, commit less sins, etc, etc. What do I think would be the reward of this, salvation, hope and maybe even help in dire situations. But then things like today happen, a type of day where this all mighty being becomes a fucking sadist, grabs you like menial slut for money and gives you the ass raping of a life time. I guess I could lie to my parents and do all sorts of fucked up shit, but I don't. I guess i could go off and impregnate so cheap floozy but I don't. What do I do, I tell my parents where the fuck I am going and who i am with; bad luck falls upon me , my phone turns off in my pocket and me with my sensory motor brain loses track of time till 3 hours later. (past the time my parentals were supposed to call) realizing this i check my phone, call them, TRY TO EXPLAIN THIS, get backed stabbed by my brother, called a liar, drug addict, whore, etc. Follwed by you are irresponsible, a failure, you are not allowed to drive until you can pay for all it insurance, no more cell phone until you buy your own plan, and you cant go out anywhere period b.c. we dont know what you are doing.

Thank you God, if Karma exists you sure have a lot of explaining to do as to WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS SHIT.

College is to far away....................

:( ~thefuckthis-shitPersian~