Sep 12, 2004 18:39
anyways.. im not here for 4 hrs and my mom is already drunk yelling at me. for some bullshit. not surprised. yea. and shes telling me " oh id do anything for u heather" yadda yadda. but when my dad punches me in the back of the head 3 weeks ago and i fell unconcious what did she do? yea, she said " heather we are getting out of her.. heather were leaving i promise" and now shes kissing his ass again and yelling at me. i'm just a waste of space in this demented house. fuck them both. my mom and my dad deserve eachother. the only reason she had me and my sister is because she needed a reason for him and her to be together so basically, i'm getting used by my own mother.
and please, dont feel bad for me. because trust me, i'ma be out of here sooner than u expect. and i'll be happy and i'll rub it in their faces. fuck them.
i dont know. i'm just upset. lots of things have been upsetting me latley. and the only person who i know i can alwyas fall back on is my best friends, justin frank adam brett. and i love them more than anyone in the entire world. god. they=my boys. i dont have a lot of girl friends... mish.. some kats from cornwall, bretts sister.. fuck girls. sceamin bitches... oh well.
but yeah, guys rule. girls suck.
pharcyde rules...
well... i'm out like a fat girl in dodgeball.
peace out thukkas