Nov 28, 2004 22:08
this weekend was a bust. i felt horrible for these past 4 days of rest. i've wanted nothing more than to hang out with friends but instead solitude found me. not that that's a bad thing, but when you're in the mood for company and nothing happens, then it starts to eat at ya. and what do i have to look forward to tomorrow. a new day? a day full of annoyances and work. a place i'd rather not be... yet i don't want to be where i am now as i type this. oh well.
so i thought i'd get out tonight. i took a drive and i felt like i was in the car for the first time. i felt like when i was going 20 mph, i was going too fast. so i took it easy. so odd - i never felt like that before. the dr. is going to do a blood test on me next monday so i'll see wtf is going on. it's probably nothing. (famous last words)
last night i was in a house near to a canyon. i had a room with a window wich overlooked the canyon and the wall beyond. on top of the other wall of the canyon across from me were large boulders - one on top of one another. there were about 3 of these tower-like stone arrangements. also, coming from my house were thick black power lines. they reached across the vast canyon. my sister warned me that the stones were going to fall... i unplugged everything from my room (why? i don't know) and saved the house from destruction. i remember feeling relieved, but why would the house been destroyed by things in my room? so confusing.
i have to call someone about a certain ticket...
-adam