it brings out what we really are
ok first off, i'm a wee bit tipsy. keep that in mind as i rant incoherently.
so i was over my cousin's house tonight for a costume party. i went as some sort of evil goth priest. tell you the truth - i didn't care. i really didn't want to go, but i forced myself to. so i had a few drinks and some food then sat on a fucking couch for the rest of the night watching cable. hey - if i haven't seen it, it's new to me. i had comedy central on and then the channel got changed to some horror movie. whatever. i stayed too long anyway. i left a little early and here i am... drunk and typing...
and to top it all off, there was this girl there that i've liked for a while now. she said all of "hi" to me. i mean we went out a bunch of times, boundaries were kind of set and nothing has ever "happened" with us, but still. she's a cool girl. and holy shit - god help the person who replies to this entry talking about relationships and girls. i'm totally lucid for this right now: don't give me your 2 cents on what i should or shouldn't do when it comes to girls and relationships or dating. fuck you - i do shit my own way. if you have something to say, talk to a friend about it behind my back. thanks.
maybe it's the booze talking... maybe it's the constant pain behind my eyes... maybe i just don't fucking care. so have a happy halloween... and lord have mercy on anyone who rings my bell tomorrow.
i'm not in the fucking mood.
"you were supposed to be my only cure
you were supposed to be the one to take her place
sorry about tomorrow, i'm not sorry about today...
you were my one true cure, my only love
you were my one true pain, my only hate
you were supposed to be there...
you were supposed to be my solitude"
-adam
so i was over my cousin's house tonight for a costume party. i went as some sort of evil goth priest. tell you the truth - i didn't care. i really didn't want to go, but i forced myself to. so i had a few drinks and some food then sat on a fucking couch for the rest of the night watching cable. hey - if i haven't seen it, it's new to me. i had comedy central on and then the channel got changed to some horror movie. whatever. i stayed too long anyway. i left a little early and here i am... drunk and typing...
and to top it all off, there was this girl there that i've liked for a while now. she said all of "hi" to me. i mean we went out a bunch of times, boundaries were kind of set and nothing has ever "happened" with us, but still. she's a cool girl. and holy shit - god help the person who replies to this entry talking about relationships and girls. i'm totally lucid for this right now: don't give me your 2 cents on what i should or shouldn't do when it comes to girls and relationships or dating. fuck you - i do shit my own way. if you have something to say, talk to a friend about it behind my back. thanks.
maybe it's the booze talking... maybe it's the constant pain behind my eyes... maybe i just don't fucking care. so have a happy halloween... and lord have mercy on anyone who rings my bell tomorrow.
i'm not in the fucking mood.
"you were supposed to be my only cure
you were supposed to be the one to take her place
sorry about tomorrow, i'm not sorry about today...
you were my one true cure, my only love
you were my one true pain, my only hate
you were supposed to be there...
you were supposed to be my solitude"
-adam