silly and random
I was sitting here thinkin, I sometimes do that, and I realized I had only been whining about the shitty things going on in my life lately. I must sound like I have a wretched life. I don't... really.. I don't.
This upcoming weekend Cookie, the kids and myself are going SCA camping. Not only are we goin, but I am taking one of the college kids from one of my classes... AND.. my sister is flying in from AZ to go too! WOOHOO!! Men in armor! Family! Friends! Fornication!! Oh wait.. umm that will be late at night.. in the dark.. in the woods.. when Cookie and I "go on a nature walk..ALONE". hehehe
I have been seeing Him for hmmmmm about 8 months now. I am surprised at how effortless it is with him. We seem to just GET each other. He is a poly, leather, Dom, Sadist type person who seems totally comfortable with all of my broken mental bits. I adore him. You know what else I love? He and TJ (yes, after 10 years he is STILL around) get along famously. We have had a few dinners together, just hung out and goofed off. I think I have finally found a bit of peace when I am with one.. or both. So.. what type of person do I attract? Well Cookie was kinda vanilla when I met him... heh heh. You know I just cant help but cajole and corrupt. But we started this relationship 100% honest. Totally open, sharing details about our dates, playmates, kinks etc. There was no need to lie.. we never expected to form a RELATIONSHIP....to care... to keep each other... Funny how things work. The other day we were laying in bed. He was really heating me up with these small, hungry, demanding kisses. He pulled back.. said "I love you." and then slapped the hell out of me. I asked why he had slapped me.. he said "I want you to remember what I said." Apparently it worked. He makes me smile in a time when smiles are few and far between. My Cookie Monster loves me and for now that is enough.
Let's see.. what else? I am doing gianormously great in school. I think I have made Dean's list.. kid has too! WOOT! Met a lot of fun people... and some not so fun people. Today the school gave each student these lil crystal blocks that had our picture lasered into them. Those things you put the lights under and they show the inside image. Ya just had to go sign up for one.. wait in line for 30 minutes and VIOLA! Mine is kinda funny.. and I stole kid's from him too.
What else...Ummm I have a handful of truly great friends.... I laugh...I have become less introverted and shy.. and I even let people into my home now. Now that ex is not in my house I feel more open to people, more confidant. Less afraid that something bad will be said or happen. I am free for the first time in 15 years! How fucking amazing is that??!
There are some very very good things in my life.. and I will try and share them more often.
Right now its time to go curl up with Orc and AlexKitty in my bed. Class is early tomorrow and I want to try and stay awake during the lecture. LOL!
Love you all!
This upcoming weekend Cookie, the kids and myself are going SCA camping. Not only are we goin, but I am taking one of the college kids from one of my classes... AND.. my sister is flying in from AZ to go too! WOOHOO!! Men in armor! Family! Friends! Fornication!! Oh wait.. umm that will be late at night.. in the dark.. in the woods.. when Cookie and I "go on a nature walk..ALONE". hehehe
I have been seeing Him for hmmmmm about 8 months now. I am surprised at how effortless it is with him. We seem to just GET each other. He is a poly, leather, Dom, Sadist type person who seems totally comfortable with all of my broken mental bits. I adore him. You know what else I love? He and TJ (yes, after 10 years he is STILL around) get along famously. We have had a few dinners together, just hung out and goofed off. I think I have finally found a bit of peace when I am with one.. or both. So.. what type of person do I attract? Well Cookie was kinda vanilla when I met him... heh heh. You know I just cant help but cajole and corrupt. But we started this relationship 100% honest. Totally open, sharing details about our dates, playmates, kinks etc. There was no need to lie.. we never expected to form a RELATIONSHIP....to care... to keep each other... Funny how things work. The other day we were laying in bed. He was really heating me up with these small, hungry, demanding kisses. He pulled back.. said "I love you." and then slapped the hell out of me. I asked why he had slapped me.. he said "I want you to remember what I said." Apparently it worked. He makes me smile in a time when smiles are few and far between. My Cookie Monster loves me and for now that is enough.
Let's see.. what else? I am doing gianormously great in school. I think I have made Dean's list.. kid has too! WOOT! Met a lot of fun people... and some not so fun people. Today the school gave each student these lil crystal blocks that had our picture lasered into them. Those things you put the lights under and they show the inside image. Ya just had to go sign up for one.. wait in line for 30 minutes and VIOLA! Mine is kinda funny.. and I stole kid's from him too.
What else...Ummm I have a handful of truly great friends.... I laugh...I have become less introverted and shy.. and I even let people into my home now. Now that ex is not in my house I feel more open to people, more confidant. Less afraid that something bad will be said or happen. I am free for the first time in 15 years! How fucking amazing is that??!
There are some very very good things in my life.. and I will try and share them more often.
Right now its time to go curl up with Orc and AlexKitty in my bed. Class is early tomorrow and I want to try and stay awake during the lecture. LOL!
Love you all!