Where to begin?
I could start at the beginning but I wont. I love my fingers and my sanity too much to even attempt it all. Let me just jump to RIGHT NOW. I am now living in Waco. I moved here the first week of June. I am living on a college campus with all 4 kids. I will be attending said campus with the two older boys, beginning next month. WOOT! FINALLY back to school!
The divorce is final in August..date pending. Things with hub and I are going VERY well. Open, caring, supportive. Its been such a GOOD transition for all of us.
On a more personal note.. I have come out of the closet 100% to my family about being leathery, poly, pagan, bitchy, freakish and yes sometimes.. cute. Heh Heh. I have began a new way of dealing with their judgements and opinions.... which used to come at an alarmingly high rate. I simply tell them that I respect their opinion, and I hope they can respect that it will not impact my life in any way at all. *chuckles* That confuses them. I have also sat down with mom and explained my thoughts on bdsm, poly life and who/what I hope to be. She took it well.
On a more more personal note. If I turn my head right this minute, let my eyes adjust to the lack of light behind me, I can make out the silky soft skin of A's back as He sleeps. We have been dating (yes DATING.. movies.. dinner.. kids.. hand holding.. talking.. etc) for months now. See what happens when I dont update? A is a poly, leather, Dom/switch who lives in Fort Worth. He is the very very first person I have allowed to be around my kids.
I cannot express how happy I am these days. How manic, busy, sometimes stressed, panicked, crazed and entirely out of control.. in a totally good life changing way.
Ill post more.... promise
The divorce is final in August..date pending. Things with hub and I are going VERY well. Open, caring, supportive. Its been such a GOOD transition for all of us.
On a more personal note.. I have come out of the closet 100% to my family about being leathery, poly, pagan, bitchy, freakish and yes sometimes.. cute. Heh Heh. I have began a new way of dealing with their judgements and opinions.... which used to come at an alarmingly high rate. I simply tell them that I respect their opinion, and I hope they can respect that it will not impact my life in any way at all. *chuckles* That confuses them. I have also sat down with mom and explained my thoughts on bdsm, poly life and who/what I hope to be. She took it well.
On a more more personal note. If I turn my head right this minute, let my eyes adjust to the lack of light behind me, I can make out the silky soft skin of A's back as He sleeps. We have been dating (yes DATING.. movies.. dinner.. kids.. hand holding.. talking.. etc) for months now. See what happens when I dont update? A is a poly, leather, Dom/switch who lives in Fort Worth. He is the very very first person I have allowed to be around my kids.
I cannot express how happy I am these days. How manic, busy, sometimes stressed, panicked, crazed and entirely out of control.. in a totally good life changing way.
Ill post more.... promise