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so i had my first ilan is going away dream last night. only he was going to oberlin and i drove him there and i was staying in boston and i had to leave him and ... i mean it was complicated because dreams are complicated in silly ways but ... as i recall i was not to happy about leaving him/ him leaving and ... i woke up and my body hurt. sorta wished he was there.
and so i'm wondering how to approach my parents about ... being supportive. cause when he went away last time, granted we were 100% completely different people and we made it then so of course we can make it now, but... l & j were... less than forgiving of my moods (and my phone use)... :(. clearly i'm the most non-confrontational person in the world (actually, i come in second to... du du du du... leslie) how do i do it? how much or how little do i have to say? how much or how little do i want to say? i guess that one's for me.
on the plus side though, it's almost monday which means it's almost tuesday :) and ... i have dan bern on my voicemail :).
and so i'm wondering how to approach my parents about ... being supportive. cause when he went away last time, granted we were 100% completely different people and we made it then so of course we can make it now, but... l & j were... less than forgiving of my moods (and my phone use)... :(. clearly i'm the most non-confrontational person in the world (actually, i come in second to... du du du du... leslie) how do i do it? how much or how little do i have to say? how much or how little do i want to say? i guess that one's for me.
on the plus side though, it's almost monday which means it's almost tuesday :) and ... i have dan bern on my voicemail :).