DAMNIT MAN
well havnt updated n a bit been doing nuttin really smokin a whole lot of weed saw some great freinds dis weekend my homie mel she lives fuckin far but it was worth the drive im still off though like my whole thought patternin is just off i cant feel da same way ive felt about ppl anymore i cant get da unconditional luv back its all gone i dont have the smae passion as i did before i just dont care to b around any1 anymore i prefer to just b alone i like chillin n my rm doing nuttin going out to eat wit no1 i just like it i guess its just a phase but ive never had dis feeling before but it will pass i know it will i just gotta get my will 4 life back cause just all da shit dat has been going on da last few weeks have piled up on me and they have torn my mind set just da fuck up but all will b well wit my world soon well im hoping i dont wanna ruin it by discussing what can happen to me soon at my job if i dont talk about it i wont get my hopes all high but soon after all goes my way or doesnt ill share anyhow i gotta go harrass peggy on my space cause im going thorugh withdrawals ahight l8s