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Wow. Worst E burnout ever last night/today. Last night was good, but in a way I regret leaving my house after the "cocktail party" (weak) to meet other people. Walking home down Roncesvales I got mugged by two huge Italian dudes, who took my cigarettes (pretty lame) and threatened to "Beat the fuck outa you, you skinny little faggot". Meh. Got home, attempted climbing the lightning rod two or three times, most of which I got halfway up and fell. My back is ruined. Got inside, started tearing up for various reasons. Fell asleep at around 5:30, only to be woken up by my alarm clock at 9:15 to get to school to have a look at my exam. Guess what my mark was... 13/100. My total grade mark was a 32 or something. Got home, kicked a radiator really hard and I think I fucked up my toe again. Tried talking to my mom on the phone about some family issues, except my brain is so effing fried today I was atually babbling. No real words or coherent sentences came out of my mouth except "think im gonna puke mom". My entire body is jittering, I'm freezing cold, sweating like a beast, and my eyes are quaking (wiggling from side to side, no clear vision, really). Anyone wanna do some drugs later? Other than Ecstacy? Whatever. e-mail me or call me at my mom's if your up for hanging out, anyone.