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Errr. I'm awake? It's 12:45. It's way too late to be up. Unfortunately I got WAY too much sleep these last two nights and NOW. I'm up forever. The printer is broken and I'm not sure if it printed out my college essay. This bums me out. A bit. A lot. I may have to re-type it in the dreaded LIBRARY MEDIA CENTER during 5th period. Moving on. I have a secret. Who can I tell? First person who asks me in my comments gets to know... other than Chelsea. Because she already knows. Or something. Shit, what if I forget the secret by the time someone comments? Well, we'll see what happens anyway. Moving on. I am determined to lose weight. It's going to happen. I promise. I promise myself. No more sugar, cutting carbs. The whole deal. Doing ballet, skateboarding, back to my old self. 10th grade self. Ah what a satisfactory regression that will be. Let's cross our fingers and see if it really happens. I have a thirst for danger. Tonight I wanted nothing more than to take mind altering drugs and watch the northern lights. Unfortunately I'm a bit too sane and a bit too far south. I wish I would lose my mind. I have a THIRST for sleep, curled up in a ball, with a PILLOW. After a long MASSAGE. No ORAL SEX. Oral sex is... well geez I don't know. I'd rather not comment on the subject. Moving on. I just got goosebumps all over my body. How wonderful. My hair is seriously way too long. I mean, it's a cascade of long tangled tendrils just waiting for the snip. Most likely the snip will never come. I'll just become a hermit clothed solely by my slowly congealing matted mop. Down to the floor. Speaking of matted mop. I'm going to try to sleep again. Goodnight.