SUMMER
Depressingly eventful. Even though no one knows this exists yet I will write as if they do. HOW GREAT THIS DAY IS. And every day previous and after the fact. I have to reassure myself in hopes of keeping myself from spontaneously combusting. Although the shock has faded I am still in awe of the recent occurrences between Matt and I. I've definitely read way too much into it, talked and over-analyzed, but geez! What do you expect? I'm a girl, no matter how much I'd like to avoid this fact. "You just run out of luck, I don't care what you fuck." What a true statement from my friends and companions The Magnetic Fields. However, that comment concerns a dog, rather than a boyfriend. Hah. So... good things? Today I went in the ocean. YES. I, Katrina Mautner, who lives less than a block from the beach, went to the ocean. Crap man, I'm losing myself. When I actually play volleyball in the water with... people!! Let's see... Melissa, Stephanie, Leif, Brandon, Sean, and I went to the ocean and swam. Then they went back out to surf and I! I stayed at home and showered. Ahhhh relief. I don't know what else to say. This writing thing has snagged me again. I think I might be obsessed. Damn. Time to find out who's else has got this damn thing. Damn damn damn. Can't stop the flow of DAMN. I know what can stop the flow of DAMN. Yea, thats right, a dam. God how tacky.