Sep 24, 2005 16:43
Well, the "Rush" is over. I have the weekend off, and am relaxing thinking that this year wasn't even close to being as stressful as it was last year, but of course many things were in the equation last year that were not in it this year. I really enjoyed working with Jennifer (who was new), and D'Nette (who was returning), there were allot of fun and helped keep everyone's stress level very low. Though, I must admit that I was very tempted to ask either one or both of them out, but I didn't and now wish that I had.
I have changed so much these past couple of years. I am still very much a hopeless, and sentimental romantic. But, I am unsure whether or not I believe in "Love" anymore, or maybe it's just that I still do not understand it, even after all of these years. I do believe in "Magic", which I define as something incredible that you see and feel when you look into someone's eyes, that leaves you breathless, and covered in goosebumps..forever changed.
I did meet someone, that has completely sent my world into a tailspin. I have went though so very much in order to just to chat with this person, and then again in order to meet and go on a date with them. I experienced so many De Ja Vu moments both upon meeting this person and while on the date. I must say that it is a very strange feeling, meeting and being around someone that you feel you already know. I am unsure exactly how to proceed. Do I once again go all out in an attempt to win her heart, or since I have already done so very much, do I stay back and let her make the next move? Am I simply out of her league? I find myself captivated by her beauty, and her words are like music to my ears. When I held her in my arms, I felt so at ease, so very comfortable I didn't want it to ever end. Now, she is all I think about. What is one to do?