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the galactic question of 'Should i or shoudn't i?' has been in my head. and rite now my magic eight ball isnt helpin at all.. keeps tellin me to ask again lata.. but this question should be outta my head by tomorrow, cuz tomorrow ill have the answer. but that answer comes with billions of other questions..
so my mom was tellin me today about how most khmer people pray not to be reincarnated.. i was confused on y they wouldn't want to live another life, i mean i always wanted to be born again and go through the remarkable journey they call life.. but when she told me y.. it kinda made me think.. she says she doest want to be reborn cuz she doesnt want to come back to a life of struggle and pain.. she says she'd rather be in heaven with her past loved ones and wait to be reunited wit her loved ones she leaves behind... kinda made me think-- if god gave me the choice to be reborn or stay in heaven, what would i do?? i think now, i'd stay in heaven.. chill there and watch over my peoples, and occasionally make an appearence somewhere, in someone's dreams.. thatd be coo.. but if god gave that same choice to the love of my life, and she chooses to be reborn, then i'd choose to be born again and walk the earth lookin fo her-- be fun..
i dunno y i'm even writin about this.. it all just kinda flowed out once i got started, like river or somethin..
so my mom was tellin me today about how most khmer people pray not to be reincarnated.. i was confused on y they wouldn't want to live another life, i mean i always wanted to be born again and go through the remarkable journey they call life.. but when she told me y.. it kinda made me think.. she says she doest want to be reborn cuz she doesnt want to come back to a life of struggle and pain.. she says she'd rather be in heaven with her past loved ones and wait to be reunited wit her loved ones she leaves behind... kinda made me think-- if god gave me the choice to be reborn or stay in heaven, what would i do?? i think now, i'd stay in heaven.. chill there and watch over my peoples, and occasionally make an appearence somewhere, in someone's dreams.. thatd be coo.. but if god gave that same choice to the love of my life, and she chooses to be reborn, then i'd choose to be born again and walk the earth lookin fo her-- be fun..
i dunno y i'm even writin about this.. it all just kinda flowed out once i got started, like river or somethin..