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christine keeps talking about being beautiful, like we have it in common, as if somehow i am also afflicted with exquisite genes.
the first the girl needs to kill her boyfriend. we are in a hotel it is brigth and sun-drenched, not feeling like the stark used feeling of hotels, there are yards, all in girds, seems like they go on forever (maybe i have been to this dream landscape before, except i was at a carnival, and the other time it was evening and stars and marsh and a stone palace with a terrace). i tell her i don't want to be there when she does it, i'll meet her later.
i leave but i see what she does, the building is a maze and i see that the blueprint doesn't match what is actually there. she mutilates him after she kills him, takes out his organs and cuts them up, vivid pictures looking like those photographic documentations of fetuses, it's a strange feeling, she's committed murder and now they are looking for her. i try to get back but i can't because of the blueprint map not matching up and i wish she hadn't mutilated him but at least bubbles was dead before she did. (because all of a sudden her boyfriend's body was bubbles' body)
the second two dead meadow concerts the first one they have all these opening bands, one after another, just terrible ones and i get very very frustrated with them because they are not good and i've been waiting forever for dead meadow to come on so i eventually climb onto the stage and turn off their amps. the second dead meadow has all these other members, i just remember that they didn't even really play and they didn't look cool at all. and i know i am there with hadden and travis and travis keeps wanting to kiss me and i keep avoiding him and hadden and i have this sexual tension going on and then we are sitting higher up somewhere.
the first the girl needs to kill her boyfriend. we are in a hotel it is brigth and sun-drenched, not feeling like the stark used feeling of hotels, there are yards, all in girds, seems like they go on forever (maybe i have been to this dream landscape before, except i was at a carnival, and the other time it was evening and stars and marsh and a stone palace with a terrace). i tell her i don't want to be there when she does it, i'll meet her later.
i leave but i see what she does, the building is a maze and i see that the blueprint doesn't match what is actually there. she mutilates him after she kills him, takes out his organs and cuts them up, vivid pictures looking like those photographic documentations of fetuses, it's a strange feeling, she's committed murder and now they are looking for her. i try to get back but i can't because of the blueprint map not matching up and i wish she hadn't mutilated him but at least bubbles was dead before she did. (because all of a sudden her boyfriend's body was bubbles' body)
the second two dead meadow concerts the first one they have all these opening bands, one after another, just terrible ones and i get very very frustrated with them because they are not good and i've been waiting forever for dead meadow to come on so i eventually climb onto the stage and turn off their amps. the second dead meadow has all these other members, i just remember that they didn't even really play and they didn't look cool at all. and i know i am there with hadden and travis and travis keeps wanting to kiss me and i keep avoiding him and hadden and i have this sexual tension going on and then we are sitting higher up somewhere.