Jun 26, 2015 02:19
~We're in the end of the month and doing okay. I'm doing better than I was at the beginning of June, but I'm not really okay. It seems that after each of these periods of stress I recover a little bit less of myself than the time before, that I am left physically and emotionally diminished by the event.
We all starting dying after a certain age, but it feels like I am now dying faster...
...and I'm afraid I'm going to die with my most important work left unfinished.
nebs blah blah blah