Oct 11, 2003 02:45
I am so fucking stressed. I totally fucked up this debate in English. I don't even know what i was saying. It was the worst shit thath as ever come out of my mouth. I made no good points. I don't even think i made sense. It bothers me because arguing is what I'm supposed to be good at. For all the other prepostitions I had all these wonderful little things to say in my head but when i got up there and spoke caca is all that came out. Now Mr. Johnston thinks I'm this loud abonoxious RETARD who can't even do something she is good at. Everybody was looking forward to my bit but i FUCKED IT UP. I am an idiot....FINE.
But thats NOT what im stressed about. I'm stressed because school is getting so fucking hard and now i have to work and shit and I never have any fucking time where i can relax without having to worry about doing something. I hate having to schedule free-time. Also FUCKING MUVICO ALWAYS SCHEDULES ME FOR WEEKENDS!!!!!!!!! I'm like the only one who ONLY works weekends. Why doesnt everybody ask for everyday of my life. Why don't I work every fucking minute. Happiness is for gays and losers....
Then my fucking cunt ass mom wants me to do all this shit for her and she is all mad at me because i didnt help. Im so angry i think I'm gonna punch a size her face. And the worse fucking part is that glitter is on in the other room and every FIVE FUCKING MINUTES MARIAH FUCKING CAREY IS SINGING SOME EMOTIONAL BALLAD ABOUT HER LONELY VAGINA!Now is have to sit here all day while my family is pissed. At least Benny is cute in his little doggy birthday shirt and hat.....its his birthday today. We are having a party. WE are crazy.
ON a lighter note....NO DOUBT CAME OUT WITH 2 NEW SONGS. One is very excellent.