back on the road again
Yesterday was an amazing day. Everything was so easy and we threw a b-day party for Tina. It was so perfect and cute and it surprised her. Nicks not leaving DSOA....im still a hag....thank GOD.
Something nice happened yesterday as well. Megan told me of a conversation she had with sam. One in which he said that we had the best times together and that i left an imprint on who he is now. I was relieved when i heard this because i was worried ever since our public diplay of rejection in the hallway that i was like one of his skanky ex-b/fs in his book. I thought that maybe the good times we had were only so important to me and that made me feel shitty but upon hearing he felt the same i felt releived. Knowing that we both kind of let go together makes it easier to look back on. Knowing that we both knew it just had to end makes me feel better than being angry and just ending it suddenly.Its hard to explain. Maybe one day we can even have a nice conversation. Talking to him would be weird but I would like to. I can't really explain why. Just knowing I can look at the world with him in me somehwere and not feel bad about what happened and him doing the same with me makes the whole thing better.
The smell of the air is changing and i can tell that Halloween is lingering around the corner. Im going to bLue Key this year and its gonna be a lot of fun with Sierra Kayla and Megan.
Yesterday was also amazing because we all got in Nicks car and drove around City Place blasting Come on Eileen and singing our hearts out and dancing and NIck stayed calm the whole time driving PRETENDING like he thought we were crazy but he was dancing on the inside. Its cute the way he just acts normal while we are all crazy. Theres something so perfect about the way our little group works.
Last weekend we went to Fright nights and died in all the haunted houses because they were freaking scarey as fuck and then I felt Nick up on the gravitron...it was fun. haha
ALEEEXXX is back in town and IM SO HAPPY! Finally he is home. It felt so nostalgic seeing him again considering how much has changed since then. We havent gotten a chance to hang out too much but i love him and we will once school calms down a bit. Driving to his house i all of a sudden got a whiff of 9th and 10th grade and it was refreshing. Ive grown up so much now. I don't want to get older :(
NO Doubt's new song is officially out on the radio and they are currently making a video with popular photographer David Lachapelle and im so happppyyyyy. OHHH GWWWWEEENNNNNNNNNNNN
Something nice happened yesterday as well. Megan told me of a conversation she had with sam. One in which he said that we had the best times together and that i left an imprint on who he is now. I was relieved when i heard this because i was worried ever since our public diplay of rejection in the hallway that i was like one of his skanky ex-b/fs in his book. I thought that maybe the good times we had were only so important to me and that made me feel shitty but upon hearing he felt the same i felt releived. Knowing that we both kind of let go together makes it easier to look back on. Knowing that we both knew it just had to end makes me feel better than being angry and just ending it suddenly.Its hard to explain. Maybe one day we can even have a nice conversation. Talking to him would be weird but I would like to. I can't really explain why. Just knowing I can look at the world with him in me somehwere and not feel bad about what happened and him doing the same with me makes the whole thing better.
The smell of the air is changing and i can tell that Halloween is lingering around the corner. Im going to bLue Key this year and its gonna be a lot of fun with Sierra Kayla and Megan.
Yesterday was also amazing because we all got in Nicks car and drove around City Place blasting Come on Eileen and singing our hearts out and dancing and NIck stayed calm the whole time driving PRETENDING like he thought we were crazy but he was dancing on the inside. Its cute the way he just acts normal while we are all crazy. Theres something so perfect about the way our little group works.
Last weekend we went to Fright nights and died in all the haunted houses because they were freaking scarey as fuck and then I felt Nick up on the gravitron...it was fun. haha
ALEEEXXX is back in town and IM SO HAPPY! Finally he is home. It felt so nostalgic seeing him again considering how much has changed since then. We havent gotten a chance to hang out too much but i love him and we will once school calms down a bit. Driving to his house i all of a sudden got a whiff of 9th and 10th grade and it was refreshing. Ive grown up so much now. I don't want to get older :(
NO Doubt's new song is officially out on the radio and they are currently making a video with popular photographer David Lachapelle and im so happppyyyyy. OHHH GWWWWEEENNNNNNNNNNNN