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i feel sick ... sick to my stomach.
sick of the world around me. sick of the circles i run in, day in and day out. sick of the world turning. can it just stop for 2 seconds?
sick of school and wishing and hoping and dreaming. it seems to get me nowhere.
sick of this house and the lack of stability in every aspect of my life. i have a house to live in, yes, but for how long? i have a job, yes, but i'm not financially stable. i have a guy i'm seeing, but i'm not in a secure relationship. i have friends ... and the ones that are truely my friends are about the only stability i have, and i'm greatful for each and every one of them.
i'm sick of being tired. i'm sick of the same old same old, which seems to be the only thing going on anymore.
i'm even sick of being sick of everything ... it's depressing ...
vacation in january ... it seems so far away
sick of the world around me. sick of the circles i run in, day in and day out. sick of the world turning. can it just stop for 2 seconds?
sick of school and wishing and hoping and dreaming. it seems to get me nowhere.
sick of this house and the lack of stability in every aspect of my life. i have a house to live in, yes, but for how long? i have a job, yes, but i'm not financially stable. i have a guy i'm seeing, but i'm not in a secure relationship. i have friends ... and the ones that are truely my friends are about the only stability i have, and i'm greatful for each and every one of them.
i'm sick of being tired. i'm sick of the same old same old, which seems to be the only thing going on anymore.
i'm even sick of being sick of everything ... it's depressing ...
vacation in january ... it seems so far away