HEY!

[neatonail]

Wow, this journal has not had a new post in a while. Its funny reading all the old ones & how much I have grown up since then. VBVA is far gone out of my life. I was so curious about that place again a few months ago I felt like I needed to be there. When really I didnt belong there. I was so out of place and different & eventually I was developing a personality & look that was not me. It was cruel , conceited, blood filling , alcohol breathing a.m. to p.m. & then I became sick.

I wouldnt say i'm fully content considering the fact that I have a huge part of me missing. I learn from my mistakes & look forward to making things right. California will always be my home, but my heart is in Texas.You're probably thinking make up your fucking mind