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life is a giant bucket full of barf right now.
Two break-ups within a two month period.
Good damn.
Then again, the first one was my doing (not that I'm not regretting it now)
and the second...i felt like it wasn't fair for me to be with him, but not WITH him. it sucks because he could've probably been really really good for me. according to edward, who makes me out to be this huge attention whore, jon would've been able to put in the effort to care about me.
Oh yeah...and i have surprising news about the edward too.
Let's just say that I now feel incredibly foolish and that everything feels like it's been a big fucking lie.
thanks for making a fool out of me.
but what's even better than all that crap put together is that i still love him.
someone fucking kill me.
you might just beat me to it if you do it quickly.
i had some alchy the yesterday, and people were laughing at me because it was so little. indeed..it was. i didn't feel like drinking really. besides, i had work today.
BLAHHHHH!
Two break-ups within a two month period.
Good damn.
Then again, the first one was my doing (not that I'm not regretting it now)
and the second...i felt like it wasn't fair for me to be with him, but not WITH him. it sucks because he could've probably been really really good for me. according to edward, who makes me out to be this huge attention whore, jon would've been able to put in the effort to care about me.
Oh yeah...and i have surprising news about the edward too.
Let's just say that I now feel incredibly foolish and that everything feels like it's been a big fucking lie.
thanks for making a fool out of me.
but what's even better than all that crap put together is that i still love him.
someone fucking kill me.
you might just beat me to it if you do it quickly.
i had some alchy the yesterday, and people were laughing at me because it was so little. indeed..it was. i didn't feel like drinking really. besides, i had work today.
BLAHHHHH!