If I leave here tomorrow..

[nearlyharmless]

seriously, you just piss me off anymore.

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this is gonna sound bitchy or whiny or emo or WHATEVER
but its on my mind, so i'll say it

im tired of being alone.
im tired of feeling like I will be alone forever.

and i also feel... like forever wont be so long
if you catch my drift.
its hard to explain.

im just tired, period.

nothing spectacular, just another grave
i have left no special memories
or any cool accomplishments
i cant find pictures of me to save my life
now thats ironic
I will be remembered.. by my family
thats it.

I make these lyrics come to life
"On an evening such as this
It's hard to tell if I exist
If I packed the car and leave this town
Who will notice that I'm not around?"

its bleak and probably scary
but i cant help it, sue me
but its honest and heart-felt tho
I dont want you to reply
I dont want you any closer
I know where I belong to you
I know were you want to stay
all I ask is that you remember