just rambling
I'm just gonna flow with this post... I have no clue where it's heading
right now I'm chillin in jeffs room listening to the kickass playlist I've assembled
I have recently lost my wallet... I can not get a job until I get an I.D.
and so an interesting question will arise when I show up at the license branch to get an ID...
"did you drive here?"...ummmm...no. magic.
but I am in jeffs scene for ball state. should be kickass, I'm a terrorist bitch!
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I was also very pleased to find out that a person that shoulda been a roommate with us....
got an apartment with somebody else after telling us 'no'. thats cool. whatever
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and other situations.... I'm not too concerned with these but here goes..
I do make an attempt to talk to these people but they simply don't respond
lmao.. alright. you're cool. like I said.. it doesnt bother me that much
it lets me know who is actually worth my time.
the only thing that irks me about them is... I used to really feel something for one of them
and... there hasnt been a real reason for that to change... so...
but I dont let that bother me, I have no use for people that dont show any concern for me
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I am helping an ex get back together with one of her exes.... weird..
havent talked to her in ages til now.. and it's actually... pretty cool?
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I wish I could know how she feels.
because I need to know if I should hang on
I want to.. I need to.. but.. only if she feels the same.
we go a little while without contact... and it fucking hurts
during that time.. I feel.. sluggish. down. even sick.
and then, as soon as I think it's probably over
she wipes that away in the blink of an eye
and I feel like jumping to the moon
during the times when we haven't spoken...
I just patiently wait.. and wonder..(see the vid below)
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[just hang with me girl. I know it's hard.]
[we are fighting our own battles right now.. maybe someday ok?]
right now I'm chillin in jeffs room listening to the kickass playlist I've assembled
I have recently lost my wallet... I can not get a job until I get an I.D.
and so an interesting question will arise when I show up at the license branch to get an ID...
"did you drive here?"...ummmm...no. magic.
but I am in jeffs scene for ball state. should be kickass, I'm a terrorist bitch!
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I was also very pleased to find out that a person that shoulda been a roommate with us....
got an apartment with somebody else after telling us 'no'. thats cool. whatever
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and other situations.... I'm not too concerned with these but here goes..
I do make an attempt to talk to these people but they simply don't respond
lmao.. alright. you're cool. like I said.. it doesnt bother me that much
it lets me know who is actually worth my time.
the only thing that irks me about them is... I used to really feel something for one of them
and... there hasnt been a real reason for that to change... so...
but I dont let that bother me, I have no use for people that dont show any concern for me
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I am helping an ex get back together with one of her exes.... weird..
havent talked to her in ages til now.. and it's actually... pretty cool?
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I wish I could know how she feels.
because I need to know if I should hang on
I want to.. I need to.. but.. only if she feels the same.
we go a little while without contact... and it fucking hurts
during that time.. I feel.. sluggish. down. even sick.
and then, as soon as I think it's probably over
she wipes that away in the blink of an eye
and I feel like jumping to the moon
during the times when we haven't spoken...
I just patiently wait.. and wonder..(see the vid below)
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Click to view[just hang with me girl. I know it's hard.]
[we are fighting our own battles right now.. maybe someday ok?]