who wants to go to daves show friday with me?
omg i am seriously weirded the fuck out right now. so me and my old roomie were going to go to davids show on friday and he texted me this morning talking about how he didnt want to go anymore and he wanted to do somethng else, and i was like well i dont have any $ so its gotta be something cheap cause im broke as fuck. ps this was all in text msg form and then i get a text msg talking about how he should get us a room and we should just bang it out. and i was like huh? cause i figured he was joking but he doesnt joke with me like that. so i was like haha. dork. and then he sent me back msg, saying no im for real. ive been wanting you forever dont you notice the way i look at you and i was like wtf?! so i sent him msg saying well if your joking very funny, if your not well than thats just akward. and he was like im not joking and i was like well i dont think of you like that because were friends, and he was like its cool, no prob. and i was like okay well i will just find someone else to go with me friday and we will just hang another time, and i was like so are we cool? and then he got all defensive and was like its not like im saying im in love with you or anything i just think your hot. and i was like well i am pretty hot, just kidding, but its cool. i understand. but omg. i am so seriously weirded out right now. this dude is supposed to be my best friend and now hes what trying to fuck me? gross. super gross. and now its like ya i know he says he doesnt have feelings for me, but now that i know he thinks of me in that way, how am i supposed to hangout with him. thats like super akward and weird. And what does that mean, does that mean that all those times he listened to me cry over curran were just like ways to get into my pants or something. i dont think jason would ever be like that because we have always been such good friends, but you never really know with people, do you? so now i still have to go to annabells friday night because i promised dave i would go, but i cant go by myself cause i will be super bored. so who wants to go with me, its annabells friday the 13th show, 10pm on friday. i will buy you a beer. if you wanna go text me. bye bitches