Apr 28, 2005 06:55
Hey whats up pimps and hoes? Just messing with yall. Nothing is up. I just haven't been happy latly and also if you read this and you get worried Please don't because I am fixing everything. I went to church last night with Dj and Amber. I just couldn't stand to be with them. All this stuff going through my head. I just want it to stop.I am tired of waiting for something that is never gonna happen. You ever get the feeling like your drifting away from everyone. I spent so much time with someone that life has just drifted away from me. I think well no I know I clinge to people and I hate it. Because when I don't get them I hate the person they got instead of letting them be happy. I finally figured out why I hate Chris so much. Because he got Brittany and I never did or will. And no offense to you Brittany but now I am glad for it. I think thats why I hated James because Amber likes or liked(i don't know which) him. Well I have more to say but just not here so thug love holla holla holla holla