Feb 25, 2005 00:28
"Blister"
i cannot bare all thats slipping through, she trys to calm me,
but her kiss is what i dont miss.
finding out whats been missing, was what i always wanted.
cannot tame this temptation, i will forever be haunted.
she crys with a sense she knows whats going on,
but she cant see im not alone, im already gone,
cannot say why i ever tried to stay with her.
all thats been missing was what i always wanted.
"Holding while containing nothing"
this vacant heart you try to give,
i wish you knew what it is to live.
you'll be a witness, to all thats hopeless.
a high raise just to feel a despondent praise.
letters that make it bitter to feel any better.
there you are with a rigid grin waiting to be forgiven.
"no one has to know, no one has to say no!"
Holding all your regrets just to know youre human,
just to know youre flexible to any new men.
well this is enough, i never thought you could be though.
folding each arm inside, leaving me outside.
"saturday cartoons"
you boarded up your eyes, you like to believe the lies.
well i think its best for both of us, leaving without replies.
but somehow this old liquid wont wash you away i wish you can hear me say,
"i never meant to.."
"Not to need you Now"
this has withered away and i cant see past these walls
hearing each silent bedroom crying out save me.
i dont wanna bleed more than what i saved for the sacrificing.
im kneeling and out of breath, just how you found me and i believe, you can care less.
but sooner or latter you'll find yourself where i am, and we'll notice each other then.
silence killing each tone wanting to be more than alone, wanting to find a place called home.
hearing each silent bedroom crying out save me.
i dont wanna bleed more than what i saved for the sacrificing.
But i can hear it in your voice, scared to admit your sad, i hope you wish to be happy.
sorry it had to be like this, sorry it never started, im so sorry i wanted you more than
you ever wanted to be afraid.
im kneeling and out of breath, just how you found me and i believe someday you'll take notice.