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do think that just once...i mean just for a little while i can find something or someone and just be happy? home life is improving, but other than that the world around me is falling apart. i love my friends dont get me wrong, but i really need something new in my life. i need something to wake up and smile about. goddam. i hate this.
i cant believe that nothings gonna happen here.
i cant believe that nothings gonna happen here.