Ain't nothing on the air waving the despair we feel
I would like to sleep already, but can't because I need to shower and such.. and suitemate is showering currently. So instead, I'm writing an LJ post because then I'll at least get my emotions out somewhere. I also plan to paper-journal too. I tried napping earlier, but too much was on my mind, so it didn't really happen. That and it was like 4 already and didn't want to mess up my sleeping tonight.
I went out to the Public Garden and Boston Commons with Jaye today. Although, it should have really been called like a window-shopping excurision. She loves looking at clothes, even though she rarely buys them and then she complains at the prices. Um, we were on Newbury St. where the high end stores on, so obviously, it is expensive. And then I have to deal with her shopping habits on Friday, but at least stores at Galleria are affordable. Or maybe I'll just be like "we can just split up and meet up with each other later". Honestly, Jaye and I don't have that much in common. And I would ramble on more, because I have a lot to say about her, but I think it's bad for me to keep thinking about it. After break is over though, going to try to distance myself from her somewhat. She just gets me into bad moods.
Campus is so quiet and weird. It's a lot of the international students, some random people who didn't go home for whatever reason, and RAs. The food at the dining hall is iffy. Probably should have gone to dinner earlier to get warm food.
Earlier, I watched TV alone while playing games online and stumble-uponing and talking to my mother. It was nice. I listened to some of a movie with young Leo Decaprio, Food Network (ideas of what to do with Thanksgiving leftovers), and the end of Happy Feet. Sometimes though, a lot of times, I wonder what my life would be like if I were more social and if I'd be happier. I think the key would be.. if I socialized with happy people or not. Emotions rub off on people.
Yay I can go shower now! Then sleep! Chinatown and watching Bolt. I am not allowing Jaye to change her mind! Because man, she can be more indecisive than I am! In Chinatown, I plan to find and buy origami paper and star paper. Bunny and I think that I should have a "time consuming, money eating hobby" (her words) because then I wouldn't think so much and I do have the money (because I rarely feel the need to buy anything, and my parents are pretty willing to give me money, and my mother was like "the money from Taiwan is yours, I'll give you money to buy clothes, you can use that money to buy things that you don't want to tell me about.." which then makes me want to fufill my hobbies) and she suggested arts and crafts, which I don't think I have the space for, but I have the space for origami! My choice was getting more into ballroom dance. I want to try to compete next semester. That way, meeting new people and I'd have more of a reason to improve my dancing!
I went out to the Public Garden and Boston Commons with Jaye today. Although, it should have really been called like a window-shopping excurision. She loves looking at clothes, even though she rarely buys them and then she complains at the prices. Um, we were on Newbury St. where the high end stores on, so obviously, it is expensive. And then I have to deal with her shopping habits on Friday, but at least stores at Galleria are affordable. Or maybe I'll just be like "we can just split up and meet up with each other later". Honestly, Jaye and I don't have that much in common. And I would ramble on more, because I have a lot to say about her, but I think it's bad for me to keep thinking about it. After break is over though, going to try to distance myself from her somewhat. She just gets me into bad moods.
Campus is so quiet and weird. It's a lot of the international students, some random people who didn't go home for whatever reason, and RAs. The food at the dining hall is iffy. Probably should have gone to dinner earlier to get warm food.
Earlier, I watched TV alone while playing games online and stumble-uponing and talking to my mother. It was nice. I listened to some of a movie with young Leo Decaprio, Food Network (ideas of what to do with Thanksgiving leftovers), and the end of Happy Feet. Sometimes though, a lot of times, I wonder what my life would be like if I were more social and if I'd be happier. I think the key would be.. if I socialized with happy people or not. Emotions rub off on people.
Yay I can go shower now! Then sleep! Chinatown and watching Bolt. I am not allowing Jaye to change her mind! Because man, she can be more indecisive than I am! In Chinatown, I plan to find and buy origami paper and star paper. Bunny and I think that I should have a "time consuming, money eating hobby" (her words) because then I wouldn't think so much and I do have the money (because I rarely feel the need to buy anything, and my parents are pretty willing to give me money, and my mother was like "the money from Taiwan is yours, I'll give you money to buy clothes, you can use that money to buy things that you don't want to tell me about.." which then makes me want to fufill my hobbies) and she suggested arts and crafts, which I don't think I have the space for, but I have the space for origami! My choice was getting more into ballroom dance. I want to try to compete next semester. That way, meeting new people and I'd have more of a reason to improve my dancing!