DISCLAIMER
I'm a weirdo...
I know I’m a terrible person; I’ve been quite busy with arrangements for Majority Report, busy enough to keep myself away from the show for almost a week, people have informed me that me and my helmet have been missed there and Ill be happy to return, I’m a sucker for my job, I love it.
Wednesday was spent in the company of Mr. Dean Cain and his lovely kid, we went to the beach and they were nice enough to prepare a veggie picnic basket. We spent the day building sand castles, burying Dean, swimming and running around. Thus, by the end of the day every single muscle in my very small body was aching and I was completely exhausted. It was great though, I had a wonderful time and I would even say that so did Dean and his kid. I’ve always been great with kids, which makes many wonder why I’ve never shown a particular interest in motherhood. I don’t really know, I suppose it’s something that really scares me. And I’ve never found someone I would like to share something like that with.
I also got to see Liv and Rob while I was there, it was great to see them separately before but to see them together is what I enjoyed the most, that’s when they are both happier and their faces radiate with a certain something that I have yet to understand. Maybe Ben did that to my face? I don’t really remember to be perfectly honest, but somehow I doubt it was the case, at least not so completely.
I’m back in New York now and I go back on the airwaves tomorrow night, which is always good, I have a great time on the show as many might have been able to tell, I’m really not interested in discussing what I talk about in Majority Report in my journal, it’s a very important part of my life but I can’t let it have all my attention. I guess most of you understand how that goes.
Righ now my mind is being really fucking annoying and wont shut down, it wouldn’t be bad if it would actually let me work, but it’s just reeling on nothing at all and making me feel very lonely indeed.
I suppose this too shall pass.
I know I’m a terrible person; I’ve been quite busy with arrangements for Majority Report, busy enough to keep myself away from the show for almost a week, people have informed me that me and my helmet have been missed there and Ill be happy to return, I’m a sucker for my job, I love it.
Wednesday was spent in the company of Mr. Dean Cain and his lovely kid, we went to the beach and they were nice enough to prepare a veggie picnic basket. We spent the day building sand castles, burying Dean, swimming and running around. Thus, by the end of the day every single muscle in my very small body was aching and I was completely exhausted. It was great though, I had a wonderful time and I would even say that so did Dean and his kid. I’ve always been great with kids, which makes many wonder why I’ve never shown a particular interest in motherhood. I don’t really know, I suppose it’s something that really scares me. And I’ve never found someone I would like to share something like that with.
I also got to see Liv and Rob while I was there, it was great to see them separately before but to see them together is what I enjoyed the most, that’s when they are both happier and their faces radiate with a certain something that I have yet to understand. Maybe Ben did that to my face? I don’t really remember to be perfectly honest, but somehow I doubt it was the case, at least not so completely.
I’m back in New York now and I go back on the airwaves tomorrow night, which is always good, I have a great time on the show as many might have been able to tell, I’m really not interested in discussing what I talk about in Majority Report in my journal, it’s a very important part of my life but I can’t let it have all my attention. I guess most of you understand how that goes.
Righ now my mind is being really fucking annoying and wont shut down, it wouldn’t be bad if it would actually let me work, but it’s just reeling on nothing at all and making me feel very lonely indeed.
I suppose this too shall pass.