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deep down i want to destroy everything...i want to rip it all down...feed on the suffering of others...i can continue this debauchery but it just sums up to i cant think straight and i cant sleep...its been over 40 hours now. thought race through and fucking take over. just endless confusion and frustration. i know i'll never understand and i know it will never add up in my head. i just want to know what the fuck i can do to make shit a little easier.