grouchy.
im not used to working. whats more working with someone who i need to guide along when we're both being guided along by our trainer. undergoing training right now at least for 9 months. and im so not used to it. partially the whole feeling is like school, minus the report, plus alot more reading and understanding of procedures. which is pretty much a hassle when i keep having to repeat after the trainer, translate it to chinese and helping others understand. I USED TO BE THE ONE NEEDING HELP. growls.
yet i really loathe the timing. i used to say that i wont get a job that works from 9 to 5. now its worse. 730 to 430. damn. i feel so tireddddddd. i want my sleep at 4am waking up when i feel like it back. and i really really cant imagine. i'd be needing to work like this 40 years down the road. oh god. horrible.
where are you when i need you? though no longer mine, but i still want you. at least as my listening ear, listening to my rants. :(