disappointment is the word.
I've always known my problem, but I always chose to ignore it. which leads to what I face today.
I am no longer disappointed with her like what I'd have if this had happened one year ago. But I'm only disappointed in myself mainly. For not trusting my own gut feeling. Well, it takes two hands to clap, let's see if I still get to keep this friendship. Or I have to sadly bid goodbye to it. It's hard, but there's nothing that I can do if things really gets to that stage.
I am no longer disappointed with her like what I'd have if this had happened one year ago. But I'm only disappointed in myself mainly. For not trusting my own gut feeling. Well, it takes two hands to clap, let's see if I still get to keep this friendship. Or I have to sadly bid goodbye to it. It's hard, but there's nothing that I can do if things really gets to that stage.