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I really, really don't understand why is it so freaking hard for me to go back into writing. The desire is there, the idea is there, but I feel like there's an element missing. It took me a couple of hours to even click on "Post" to start writing this.
I guess it's the comfort. I need comfort when Im writing, but right now I don't have that. Im in a very uncomfortable chair in a very hot room and Im tired from work. I could write at work in my time of leisure, but I can't stand the Word 2003 they use -_-
The I wonder if all those things are just excuses. Excuses that are not letting me grasp the reality of my situation. IM FUCKING LAZY!!! Yes, yes I am. But I truly do want to write.
So, in order to cross out the comfort issue, I will buy myself a new keyboard with comfortable keys and I will get a chair that wont screw up my back like the one Im currently sitting on. Then I will take out the fan from my room and put it where my PC is at. That should do the trick.
I already have the layout for the one-shot Im going to write for the Halloween contest on the IchiRuki FC at BA. I'm very. very excited about it!!!! I've been readng the Twilight books and Im inspired the movie sucked though.
I love my layout and I love the people who have contributed to its beauty. But chances are I'll change it again. I need change in my life. I also want more icons, but for that, I need by honey's credit card XD
On to my tasks then...no time for procrastination!!!
I guess it's the comfort. I need comfort when Im writing, but right now I don't have that. Im in a very uncomfortable chair in a very hot room and Im tired from work. I could write at work in my time of leisure, but I can't stand the Word 2003 they use -_-
The I wonder if all those things are just excuses. Excuses that are not letting me grasp the reality of my situation. IM FUCKING LAZY!!! Yes, yes I am. But I truly do want to write.
So, in order to cross out the comfort issue, I will buy myself a new keyboard with comfortable keys and I will get a chair that wont screw up my back like the one Im currently sitting on. Then I will take out the fan from my room and put it where my PC is at. That should do the trick.
I already have the layout for the one-shot Im going to write for the Halloween contest on the IchiRuki FC at BA. I'm very. very excited about it!!!! I've been readng the Twilight books and Im inspired the movie sucked though.
I love my layout and I love the people who have contributed to its beauty. But chances are I'll change it again. I need change in my life. I also want more icons, but for that, I need by honey's credit card XD
On to my tasks then...no time for procrastination!!!