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I don't fell good. Anytimes, anywhere, since I'm here, I can't feel good, except for when I'm talking with my best friends or my parents, or when I'm on the Internet (aka love of mylife lol). I don't know if I will handle that this year, not to mention the next one.
Sometimes, I just would love to disappear. Just vanish from Earth, no more thinking, no more feeling, no more anything.
It's too hard, and I'm not strong enough...
Strong... There is this new 30 Seconds to Mars cover "Stonger". I'm dying to hear that but sendspace does not like me, and I was not able to download it T__T
There is a MCR song stuck in my head. "I'm not kay, I'm not fucking okay [...] I'm okay now, I'm kay..."
I feel as if the first part is what I feel, the second one what I show...
I already said I had a crush on someone. Well, I don't know if crush is the right word. Maybe "this person has caught my attention" is a better formulation.
I just discovered that this person has a boyfriend. Great, isn't it ?
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French slang :
Va te faire foutre. (go fuck yourself)
Va --> Paris (the city. I don't know if it's the same for the bitch >_>)
Te --> drummer
Faire --> bed
foutre --> do
(for the last two word, the "e" on the end are not pronounced)
Sometimes, I just would love to disappear. Just vanish from Earth, no more thinking, no more feeling, no more anything.
It's too hard, and I'm not strong enough...
Strong... There is this new 30 Seconds to Mars cover "Stonger". I'm dying to hear that but sendspace does not like me, and I was not able to download it T__T
There is a MCR song stuck in my head. "I'm not kay, I'm not fucking okay [...] I'm okay now, I'm kay..."
I feel as if the first part is what I feel, the second one what I show...
I already said I had a crush on someone. Well, I don't know if crush is the right word. Maybe "this person has caught my attention" is a better formulation.
I just discovered that this person has a boyfriend. Great, isn't it ?
********
French slang :
Va te faire foutre. (go fuck yourself)
Va --> Paris (the city. I don't know if it's the same for the bitch >_>)
Te --> drummer
Faire --> bed
foutre --> do
(for the last two word, the "e" on the end are not pronounced)