Dec 16, 2009 01:52
Almost coming to another time of the year again, and somehow like always, it doesn't seem like much. Maybe it doesn't mean anything...anymore.
Always felt a certain lacking everytime when this period comes by, and the feeling gets a little unbearable now and then. Been having sleepless nights, or rather nights when I don't want to go to bed. Almost as if like i'm trying to burn myself out. Been feeling really irritable lately too at work, or maybe just mentally exhausted.
Oh well, but still I guess, it's still a time to be joyous and a time to celebrate. For myself, for the little things in life, and for hope!
Let's hope that things will go on smoothly from then on...