Everything happens for a reason....
Ok, now, for one I’m updating cause journals are fun to read, and for two, in response to the journal “love” madness that happens to be going on right now, and the start of this, well I think it came from Raun’s comment. Which was fine if you ask me. I was just messing with him when I commented on it. Now…this is what I will say first…There is absolutely no reason to buy someone a “big expensive gift” for Christmas. The best gifts come from the heart. All this talk about having a significant other and having to spend a lot of money on them is just stupid. I remember someone saying they didn’t want a significant other because it costs too much. Ok whoa, back that big ass truck up right this second. Who says something like that? That is like you meeting someone, liking them, and then saying, “Sorry, this is gonna end up being to expensive, I’ll have to pass.” Ok who ever made the rule that relationships have to cost you a lot of money? I think that whole thing is stupid, and I wish we could quit using the “big expensive gift” phrase. Thank you.
Now, on another note. I recall reading a quote about, if you look for love you will never find it. I truly believe this phrase. And I think it goes for just about everything. Like that one time I wanted a red dress for a wedding. You see red dresses all the time in the stores, but that day I went shopping for one….wow, it took me 4 different malls and over 2 weeks to find that damn thing. It happens all the time, think about it. You all have these moments…U2 was right, cause they still haven’t found what they are looking for. Maybe its because they are looking to hard. . .
Sometimes if you don’t pay so much attention to something, it will fall into place. Or it will find you…Just a thought.
Now, on a third note. I can hear what all of you are saying right now…Oh shes just saying all this cause she has somebody. “Technically” I don’t have somebody, but we will not discuss this right now. But yes I did or do or whatever. And yes I can honestly say that I am in love with him, and now I truly know what love is. And I’ve learned a lot from the whole experience. But I have just noticed… that a lot, and when I say a lot I mean the majority of the journals I read are all about being unhappy. Come on. Look around you. You have a great life. Be thankful for what you have. Be grateful that you arent living in the ghetto in some burnt down house. Be thankful that you have a roof over your head and food to eat. You have almost everything that life has to offer to you, give or take a few things here or there. But come on. The oldest person that is gonna read this can’t be anymore then 24, unless Thill does, in that case 33…but seriously. We are young. I know that it seems like everyone is having babies and getting married younger and younger these days, but that doesn’t mean that you have to jump on the bandwagon also. I know how bad you feel that a part of you is empty because you don’t have “someone” to love you. But look at the friends you have, and your family. I mean my family is fucking amazing. I don’t know what I would do without them. And as for my friends, I cant even start to explain it. You are all, there are no words. I don’t know what my life would be like without everyone. So take a second and think about that, you might think you need to be “in love” right now. Just live it up. Again, we are still soo young. Take more time to have fun, then to think about why you aren’t “good enough” to have a man. You girls are all gorgeous people, inside and out, and you all know that, so just be patient and don’t thrive on it so much. And it will happen. Life is too short for this shit, just live and everything will fall into its place.
"You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of and you will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life."
Now, on another note. I recall reading a quote about, if you look for love you will never find it. I truly believe this phrase. And I think it goes for just about everything. Like that one time I wanted a red dress for a wedding. You see red dresses all the time in the stores, but that day I went shopping for one….wow, it took me 4 different malls and over 2 weeks to find that damn thing. It happens all the time, think about it. You all have these moments…U2 was right, cause they still haven’t found what they are looking for. Maybe its because they are looking to hard. . .
Sometimes if you don’t pay so much attention to something, it will fall into place. Or it will find you…Just a thought.
Now, on a third note. I can hear what all of you are saying right now…Oh shes just saying all this cause she has somebody. “Technically” I don’t have somebody, but we will not discuss this right now. But yes I did or do or whatever. And yes I can honestly say that I am in love with him, and now I truly know what love is. And I’ve learned a lot from the whole experience. But I have just noticed… that a lot, and when I say a lot I mean the majority of the journals I read are all about being unhappy. Come on. Look around you. You have a great life. Be thankful for what you have. Be grateful that you arent living in the ghetto in some burnt down house. Be thankful that you have a roof over your head and food to eat. You have almost everything that life has to offer to you, give or take a few things here or there. But come on. The oldest person that is gonna read this can’t be anymore then 24, unless Thill does, in that case 33…but seriously. We are young. I know that it seems like everyone is having babies and getting married younger and younger these days, but that doesn’t mean that you have to jump on the bandwagon also. I know how bad you feel that a part of you is empty because you don’t have “someone” to love you. But look at the friends you have, and your family. I mean my family is fucking amazing. I don’t know what I would do without them. And as for my friends, I cant even start to explain it. You are all, there are no words. I don’t know what my life would be like without everyone. So take a second and think about that, you might think you need to be “in love” right now. Just live it up. Again, we are still soo young. Take more time to have fun, then to think about why you aren’t “good enough” to have a man. You girls are all gorgeous people, inside and out, and you all know that, so just be patient and don’t thrive on it so much. And it will happen. Life is too short for this shit, just live and everything will fall into its place.
"You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of and you will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life."