Feb 16, 2012 00:52
I've just always been too emotional, too empathetic, too aware of how things could happen to me that I was capable of putting myself there. and I've always been too inside my head, that those feelings got trapped, and I got trapped.
I always wanted to escape, somehow. This started when I was too little to realize that I craved freedom. I didn't realize that I always felt trapped. And now I see it everywhere, in every day dream and pipe dream I ever had. In every poem I have written and every story I imagined.
I want to leave but I'm so afraid.
Afraid that I couldn't leave myself.
i'm trying to do that again,
writings