Year in review, Happy New Years, and more....
My year in review on Facebook was ludicrous lol so much fluff as to what Facebook thought was important.
To tell the truth the last year or two has sort of run together with the the amount of death I've dealt with ie Corey, My Step mom, two pets, and many friends it's been a sad time and it's been hard for me to overcome.
I have been having a hard time lately dealing with things.
I got back home and found out someone else I knew had died from an overdose. I need the death to end, I know death is inevitable but damn.
I keep having folks tell me I am strong and that I have such a positive output on life.
I am not sure about the first.
But then I have a hard time taking compliments and often berate myself over the littlest things.
I've been through a lot.
I just don't ever feel like giving in or giving up.
It's not in my nature.
Call me stubborn, determined, etc but I tend to take the hits and just work through them.
I HAVE to look at the positive because if not what else is there?
I also hate seeing my friends in pain.
I look to heal and help and often I can't do that much.
I can offer cyber hugs, offer to have you come over and be with someone who will lend you an ear, call you to talk, be there for you if you need someone either in person if I can get there (no car sucks) .
I hate writing about the bad things.
Again it's something that I feel is not everyone's business, I don't want to appear to be a whiner or a drama queen.
I WILL talk about things as it's the best way often to work through issues.
So yeah last year kind of sucked.
I WILL try and make this year better.
I am working to make my life awesome.
I am not perfect. I don't expect my friends to be either grin.
Thanks for being along for the ride.
And if you read this to the end thanks for being my friend and hanging in there through all the rough spots, the good spots and the silliness that is often me.
Am looking at 2014 to be awesome.
I have a new roomie coming who is much the same as me same interests, same dedication to getting things done, and a much needed awesome person to my life.
I've many ideas and avenues I plan to explore this year.
Got plans inline to get some life issues taken care of, car saved up for, and health issues fixed.
Now to implement everything and get things done.
Hope everyone has a safe and happy New Year.
Oh and if you are out and about please give Chris Bozeman a call as he is working for a company that picks folks and their cars up when you have had a bit too much. Pass that along as it helps him and will hopefully help some folks make it home safe this night.
https://www.facebook.com/cbozeman3
If you want a ride then call Designated Driver Alternative and ask for Chris and his partner.
https://www.facebook.com/DesignatedDriverAlternative
404-713-1780
$10 pick up fee and $2 per mile gets you, your car and your passengers home safely.
Chris said he'll be stationed at one spot this NYE so check his facebook and such but still call the number if you need a ride.